Earlier Before

"i'm not a good cook. i can cook good, if there are proper and polite feedbacks from person who enjoy my meal.. if the feedback is anger, hatred, i have to stop cook. i'm not afford to cook with over-style from my ability. i'm a simple cook. i can't put unknown ingredients into my cook.. i may, but takes time to experience the taste.

if i ask someone to cook, i ask a simple thing - don't put something that i don't want.. because the one that i forbid is very sensitive and hurt me deeper inside.. if, the cook still put something i don't want, i assume the cook want me to feel sick.. so, what i'll do, i prise the cook no more.. i'll critic, i'll mock the cook. "

20th February.